Monthly Archives: July 2009

Out of the Blue?

The panic attacks seemed to come out of the blue for me.  But when I look back with the knowledge that I have now maybe that isn’t quite the truth.   As I look back into my early childhood even though … Continue reading

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Weirdness

I wasn’t sure what to expect in regards to therapy.  I had never done it before nor knew anybody who admitted to going themselves.  It was like landing on an alien planet.  I wasn’t sure if she (the therapist) could … Continue reading

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Therapist

I must admit it was really nerve wracking, the thought of seeing a therapist.  The day of my first appointment I couldn’t concentrate at all at work.  That hasn’t changed much to this day.  I would have thought that I … Continue reading

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New Doctor

The new doctor suggested I see a therapist.  At first I was fairly resistant to the suggestion.  I live in a small town and didn’t want anyone to know about this problem.  I didn’t want anyone to know that I … Continue reading

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Long Story made Short

Shortly after the experience with the Paxil, the doctor sent me to an Internist.   He ordered a bunch of tests all of which came back normal.  He couldn’t find anything wrong with me.   By this time it took everything within … Continue reading

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Starting the Journey

This journey was not chosen by me.  I was abruptly forced to begin it. About ten years ago I had gotten fairly sick and went to the doctor.  I didn’t know what was wrong with me.  I thought that maybe … Continue reading

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