Monthly Archives: September 2009

Trying to Accept my Past

I never really thought that it affected me.  Nothing I couldn’t handle anyway.  Besides it was all in the past.  I had it all contained.  I would listen to other people’s stories and never acknowledge mine.  I didn’t have a … Continue reading

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Words I Dislike

All through my life there have been words that I strongly dislike. They will cause some unidentified reaction in me.  So much so that I won’t even say some of them. And some of them I will say but with … Continue reading

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Profound Sadness

For as long as I can remember I have had this profound sadness that resides within me.   Some days it is stronger than other days.  It can be so overwhelming that it causes my chest to hurt.  It can feel … Continue reading

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Group Therapy

I decided to try the group therapy.  It’s funny the only concept I had of group therapy was what I had seen on TV. It would be sixteen sessions so I knew it would have an end to it.   … Continue reading

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Moving On

The therapist,  who I will call “D”, was a kind person.  She was probably a good T for me to see for the first time.   Although there was a number of things I found very frustrating and annoying.  Being new … Continue reading

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Mix Up

The day finally came for my appointment with the intake guy.  True to how it had been going thus far, there was a mix up.  The appointment ended up being double booked.  Apparently they had tried to phone me to … Continue reading

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Still Searching for a Therapist

In this letter I got from the counsellor who thought I needed more supports in my life was the suggestion that I see a psychiatrist.  So the doctor sent a referral to the one she thought that I should see.  … Continue reading

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