Monthly Archives: December 2009

To Remember or Not

It really bothers me that I can’t remember most of my childhood.  In fact there seems to be some significant chunks missing. There are some things that I do remember but usually short snippets of things.  Some are nasty and … Continue reading

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Therapy Session

Two weeks ago at the end of my therapy session I told the T that I needed to talk to her about something.  I waited to the end to tell her this so I wouldn’t have to talk about it … Continue reading

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Melancholy

There is something about this season that causes melancholy to settle more deeply in my soul.  I often feel melancholy but Christmas seems to make me more aware of it.  I’m not really sure why.  Maybe because the Christmases that … Continue reading

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Christmas and Agoraphobia don’t mix for me

I don’t really enjoy Christmas.  I guess I should qualify that.  It’s not so much Christmas as the memories that are attached to it.  It wasn’t a very happy time for me as I was growing up.  Since I left … Continue reading

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Strength

My therapist on occasion has mentioned the strength that she sees within me.  I don’t see it myself and will tell her so.  She told me recently that maybe I am comfortable feeling that way.  I have given it some … Continue reading

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