Monthly Archives: May 2010

Artwork Part Two

My drawings were behind the chair that I usually sit in.  She asked me to move my chair so I could look at my work.  The only place I could move my chair was beside her.  So now, not only … Continue reading

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Artwork

Artwork is hanging on her wall.  My artwork.  The art that I drew that represents some of the parts of me. We had been working on this before we took a break to work a bit on the anger.  So … Continue reading

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Therapeutic Break

It’s a therapeutic break she says.  Oh, I say, what does that mean exactly?  You have worked very hard at therapy for two years now, for two hours once a week every week.  (except for holidays and sick days, etc.) … Continue reading

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Unhappy

I think I’m beginning to realize that I have a love/hate relationship with therapy.  I did go to my session tonight even though everything within me wanted to say screw it, I don’t need this hassle in my life. This … Continue reading

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Theories

It has been two days now and I am still in disbelief. You can also see how my mind whirls around trying to find explanations.  I like black and white. When I heard those words “I think you need to … Continue reading

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Stunned

I hope this will make some sense.  And why I say that you will understand shortly.  I had my therapy session tonight.  As usual we spent the first fifteen minutes or so chatting.  Then my t went on to ask … Continue reading

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Different

I have been thinking about a question my family doc asked me during my last visit to her.   We were talking about my panic disorder and agoraphobia and she asked me if I have ever told anybody that I had … Continue reading

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Blind Spot

This week is ending up to be a busy one with appointments.  About every 6 weeks I seem to end up with appointments three days in a row. On Monday I had an appointment with my family physician..  I really … Continue reading

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