I have said so much here. But when I think of tomorrow’s session (assuming it will happen) my mind is blank. There is so much and yet nothing.
I feel far from real.
Can you take some of your posts with you?
I’m not sure if I can be as honest with with her as I am here. I have this irrational fear within me that if I am totally honest with her I will wreck our relationship (such as it it). It’s an annoying fear but I can’t seem to get over it.
I totally understand that fear. I have it too, and every time I find myself at the point where I need to be honest I feel terrified.
Dear one, it is okay to draw a blank. Here always supporting you dear. I too refer to my posts. I will write down highlights and hope to be able to remember the rest when I share with my t. Blessings.
I think with this session I will just wing it. Maybe I just need to figure out what her expectations will be for ongoing therapy first. I need to remember one step at a time.
Then again there’s a blizzard going on here right now and I won’t even be able to make it.
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