Monthly Archives: December 2010

Who Knew

I didn’t realize how many blog posts I had written until I wrote my last post and noticed a number.  It said 109 posts.  It kind of surprised me to realize that I have written that many posts. I first … Continue reading

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Two Words

The session tonight was a little more like the sessions I had before the break.  I wanted to try to be more ‘before the break’ self.  We actually had some chit-chat before we got into the homework she gave me … Continue reading

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Change and Control

You have a rigid personality much like an autistic person would have.   Change causes you an abnormal amount of anxiety.  You have a hard time moving through the unknowns of life.  You want to tightly control what happens in … Continue reading

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Mother, Mother, where are you?

In my last session my t gave me homework.  She gave it to me because of some questions that I don’t remember asking her but apparently did.  It is a sheet of paper with three questions on it. Also in … Continue reading

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Not Heard

I didn’t write about about my last therapy session sooner, problem is, I don’t remember a lot about it but I have certainly been thinking about it.    One thing I know for sure is that I was in my alternate … Continue reading

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Falling

I realize now that in the last few months I have been walking on a thin high wire.  Tipping this way and tipping that way but always trying to move forward.  On Friday I fell off that wire and it … Continue reading

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Craving

My session last night was out of the ordinary in that we had another person join us.  She is a psychologist who mainly works with children who have attachment difficulties. She works in the same agency as my t and … Continue reading

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