Monthly Archives: March 2011

A PTSD Day

I received a message on facebook a few weeks ago.  I’ve ignored it.  Yesterday I answered it. A friend was asking for some help at a camp.  I like this person.  There’s only one problem, remember the isolated place that … Continue reading

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Forgotten

I will be forgotten. “I will be forgotten”, she repeats.  I sit in silence, eyes closed, letting the words I hear her speak echo through my body.  She is noticing my body as I sit there and comments on how … Continue reading

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Irrational

I worried about going to my therapy session yesterday.  I wasn’t sure how I would be after all the emotion of the last session.  Usually after I feel I’ve been a little too vulnerable I shut down and all my … Continue reading

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The Beginning of the End

On the way to my session I started feeling physically sick.  I wondered briefly if I was coming down with something.  Only briefly.  It was my decision that was making me sick. I was having second thoughts, third thoughts and … Continue reading

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Chaos and Sleep

Lately I have been fairly confident that I was feeling better about therapy ending soon.  I felt that I’ve created some distance between my t and I.  Many times I have actually ‘felt’  that distance in room where we meet.  … Continue reading

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