Category Archives: Change
No Privacy
I haven’t been able to blog since my last post due to lack of privacy. My living space is now in the throes of renovations. Drywall dust abounds. I have been relegated to the living room. At night I sleep … Continue reading
Who am I?
I left her office feeling beat up and lost. Questions swirling through my head. Who I’m I anyway? What happened to me as a child? These questions have been with me quietly in the background in the last few years. … Continue reading
Development upon Development
Change. I really don’t like change. Fast. I don’t like when things are moving fast. It makes my head spin. It makes me dissociative. On Tuesday I went to the doctor to have my wrist x-rayed once again. It seems … Continue reading
Tenth Session
I sit in my car and wonder if this will be the last time I will be in this parking lot. My former therapist works for this agency and now group therapy is coming to an end. I feel at … Continue reading
Turtle
It was left up to me to make the next appointment with the CBT therapist. She suggested that I make it in two weeks time. To be fair, she left it up to me because of my work schedule. I … Continue reading
Letter to my Therapist
This is the letter I wrote to my t. It is mainly about the start of my therapeutic journey until now. I am led to a dimly lit room. Jumping with anxiety yet frozen with fear I sit in a … Continue reading